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[tiehersohigh]

the hope has just been battered through all this. and that's why it got so bad i guess. you can't make something go right if you keep thinking it wont go right you know. you have to be certain. i've learned that through all my psychology reading. if you really think you can do something and don't doubt yourself you can pull through most times. it's all in the mind..

the only way things would change now if there was a lot of hope.

i also see that.. what i want isn't close to wedding vows.. it's just love. dedicated love. it's not too much to ask of anyone.

i'm so god damn pathetic..