Aug 23, 2005 00:50
god damnit i see a definite repeat happening soon.
i don't want to be depressed again.. i'm already freaking out. 3rd day straight spent pretty much miserable. i'm pretty sure it doesn't have to be this way.
i hate this.. i always promised myself i wouldn't let this happen again but i didn't let it happen..
what am i going to do i'm not even sure of what's going to happen and i can't take something like this happening every other month.
"Make this now or never.
Hopeless,
and I don’t have to take this"