a kiss on the lips

[tiefpassion]

I wonder what it feels like to kiss someone with your everything and recieve the same thing back. I really do. It must be amazing. I mean there have been points where I think that I love someone like that, give it my all, and get nothing back. I thought that was pretty great, so a real kiss with someone you love everything, and they feel the same way must be flooring. It would be just ahhhh. But then how do you KNOW that that person feels it. I mean if I can think that about one person. How will I know that that person is that person. Get it?!?!?! nooo... just stoned rambling.... right..... haha Whats the difference of living in a fake substance world to a bunch of "christians" playing a game. I dont know. I really just dont know where to fit in. I have found floating in the middle is just dandy. Thats why I get high. Cuz I cant stand the person that I am around the most. Me. I dont have to deal with me at all, or Jenna, or anyone. No, I am not stoned right now at all. Really. I swear on Jessi's life. I dont know I dont know.

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fuck that shit