costco
home from work, sick of course on my vacation.
christmas was hectic, now that i have multiple families. however it resulted in the COSTCO membership of my own (a huge exciting deal), h&m giftcard, david copperfield tickets with my dad, getting to see my fantastic sister, lovely loving things from my one true, other things i cant remember.
oh, and we are going to germany. WONDERFUL.
this christmas involved the most drivng (i, passenger) ever but it was also probably the best. i got things that were lynsey-oriented and that is rare. i mean, it is great when you get things you would get yourself- not just for possessions themselves, but because its nice to know people are beginning to have an idea of who you are. i guess i am the type of person who likes giftcards.
and i saw a dog with one eye and one ear and made jay's grandmother love me and invite me on cruises. i was also overjoyed to see my dad and mom and brother and sister and jay's mom and aunt wendy and uncle dave and nate. i cant even fathom how little i cared about family before. the only person i didnt see who i wish i had was devon. shes the adopted older/younger sister.
i was supposed to master several things today on ths day off: singing, violin, drums, painting, sculpting, memorize all of the best sounding bones and their locations in the human body, jellyfish, finish eggers book, cook something, research germany, plan the trip, write and record a full length solo project. i think im probably tragically untalented, but i also decided that that shouldnt be enough to stop me. i think i was inspired by the saddle creek dvd where all these 14 year olds decided to form bands and write songs and do something and then turn into conor oberst.
i have to wait because my roomates are home and sleeping and first on the list is singing. and they dont enjoy it.
so im on the computer, and thinking about going to work.
instead i will think introspectively. todays self analysis: anger.
ive always been really calm and cold when i get angry. several people have told me that when i was upset with them it was the worst and cruelest. but suddenly ive developed hockey temper, which is weird and uncharacteristic and ineffective. but its also kind of fun. to get made at people and let it be known more vocally or by throwing something. but i dont really want it to last. i think i am probably much more of a destroyer the other way.
and i pretty much lvoe the word destroyer. and the word hallelujah.
christmas was hectic, now that i have multiple families. however it resulted in the COSTCO membership of my own (a huge exciting deal), h&m giftcard, david copperfield tickets with my dad, getting to see my fantastic sister, lovely loving things from my one true, other things i cant remember.
oh, and we are going to germany. WONDERFUL.
this christmas involved the most drivng (i, passenger) ever but it was also probably the best. i got things that were lynsey-oriented and that is rare. i mean, it is great when you get things you would get yourself- not just for possessions themselves, but because its nice to know people are beginning to have an idea of who you are. i guess i am the type of person who likes giftcards.
and i saw a dog with one eye and one ear and made jay's grandmother love me and invite me on cruises. i was also overjoyed to see my dad and mom and brother and sister and jay's mom and aunt wendy and uncle dave and nate. i cant even fathom how little i cared about family before. the only person i didnt see who i wish i had was devon. shes the adopted older/younger sister.
i was supposed to master several things today on ths day off: singing, violin, drums, painting, sculpting, memorize all of the best sounding bones and their locations in the human body, jellyfish, finish eggers book, cook something, research germany, plan the trip, write and record a full length solo project. i think im probably tragically untalented, but i also decided that that shouldnt be enough to stop me. i think i was inspired by the saddle creek dvd where all these 14 year olds decided to form bands and write songs and do something and then turn into conor oberst.
i have to wait because my roomates are home and sleeping and first on the list is singing. and they dont enjoy it.
so im on the computer, and thinking about going to work.
instead i will think introspectively. todays self analysis: anger.
ive always been really calm and cold when i get angry. several people have told me that when i was upset with them it was the worst and cruelest. but suddenly ive developed hockey temper, which is weird and uncharacteristic and ineffective. but its also kind of fun. to get made at people and let it be known more vocally or by throwing something. but i dont really want it to last. i think i am probably much more of a destroyer the other way.
and i pretty much lvoe the word destroyer. and the word hallelujah.