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I dont really fucking care if anyone reads this or not anymore. It just gives my lethargic//bored self something to vent on, and lately a lot of venting has been needed. I live in Ashland, Oregon now. Ive been here for two months. Im taking my first semester of college, and it just so happened to be the summer session which was ridiculously hard and time consuming, but everything will be over with next thursday.
Im going back to texas for like a month. I might stay, I might not. Who knows. Im two different people now a days. LSD divides you like a knife and a loaf of bread. Anyways, what im saying is that i might change my mind and come back to Oregon. Its not so bad. I've met great people, and have had tons and tons of new doors open up for me.
Like recently, I've been helping my friend direct a spiritual cinema film thats coming out next year.
Im recording one of my songs at a studio this saturday for another guy that is making a short film.
Everyone is really inspired and motivated here so it keeps the creativity flowing for me.
This dorm hall sucks,and these bitches dont like the smell of marijuana so they go and rat me out like a naazziiii. ughhh
I wish everyone would be more accepting of others. The world would be a much more beautiful place.
I woke up this morning and had a breakdown. Started crying before I could even think straight, and then had this wonderful idea to order myself a nice delecious pizza. So I did just that. It was amazing, but now its all gone and my tummy longs for more.....
Wow. I cant wait to see what keller is going to be like. Im going to see so many people I havnt seen in like a year, because i was locked up like an animal in another country for 8 months, because im such a threat to society. :(
Met some cool kids outside tonight while smoking a cigarette. Ones in my psychology class and says marijuana motivates him to wake up. So now im wake and baking. YEAHHHH!!!!
my birthday is so soon, and austin city limits. Bob Dylan is going to be so fucking mind blowing.
tired.
eyes are drooping.
maybe ill write more later, or maybe i will disapear for another year.
goodnight
-desiree
Im going back to texas for like a month. I might stay, I might not. Who knows. Im two different people now a days. LSD divides you like a knife and a loaf of bread. Anyways, what im saying is that i might change my mind and come back to Oregon. Its not so bad. I've met great people, and have had tons and tons of new doors open up for me.
Like recently, I've been helping my friend direct a spiritual cinema film thats coming out next year.
Im recording one of my songs at a studio this saturday for another guy that is making a short film.
Everyone is really inspired and motivated here so it keeps the creativity flowing for me.
This dorm hall sucks,and these bitches dont like the smell of marijuana so they go and rat me out like a naazziiii. ughhh
I wish everyone would be more accepting of others. The world would be a much more beautiful place.
I woke up this morning and had a breakdown. Started crying before I could even think straight, and then had this wonderful idea to order myself a nice delecious pizza. So I did just that. It was amazing, but now its all gone and my tummy longs for more.....
Wow. I cant wait to see what keller is going to be like. Im going to see so many people I havnt seen in like a year, because i was locked up like an animal in another country for 8 months, because im such a threat to society. :(
Met some cool kids outside tonight while smoking a cigarette. Ones in my psychology class and says marijuana motivates him to wake up. So now im wake and baking. YEAHHHH!!!!
my birthday is so soon, and austin city limits. Bob Dylan is going to be so fucking mind blowing.
tired.
eyes are drooping.
maybe ill write more later, or maybe i will disapear for another year.
goodnight
-desiree