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Last full week of school. Monday I cut my finger in photography again. This time it was worse..I almost fainted for whatever reason. Not fun. Tuesday was pretty rad. I went to Nicole's house with Jenny after school. We started watching The Lord of the Rings. I fell asleep haha. That movie is too damn long. Anyways, I woke up and the movie still had like 5 hours left of it. Hung around and then ate some food. Eventually then drove to Manville to see Harry Potter. Some creepy thirty year old looking guy asked Nicole if she was single. Weird. Anyways, finally saw Harry Potter! Shit man. I love those movies. Draco Malfoy is hottt. Anyways, the ride home was interesting. Me and Nicole talked about the world, history, and just psychological concepts of things. I don't know how to put it but it was a pretty rare conversation. People are too ignorant or just downright stupid to think of most things. Anyway, as corny as it may sound I reall treasure conversations like that. I wish I had them more often. Today was pointless and really really fucking hot. I got an A in my photography portfolio. I know it's not saying a lot but I really like it. Photography I mean. Hopefully I can get my scanner to work and I can put my pictures up in this piece. I miss my mom. She's not around that much lately. I know for a fact I'm overreacting but she's like my best friend. It's sick. I think she's come home tomorrow but who knows. I think she's going back down the shore on Friday anyways. Fuck that. Today was like a rude awakening all over again. It's so depressing when I see girls who have boyfriends or whatever who aren't too attractive and their personality sucks ass. It really does not make sense to me. I don't know what in the fucking world I'm doing so wrong. Christ I'm pathetic. I was watching American History X before. I haven't seen that movie in a while. It's so disturbingly good. Ed Norton is great. Even when you know what's going to happen you always have hope it's going to change. I give up. This is getting more pathetic every day.
[Edit] Flirts are hypocrites.