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I feel like I've completely fucked up friendships here because of a complete lack of independence caused by not having a vehicle. Simple fact, I am not going to ask my friend to pick me up to take me to their house to hang out, and there's nothing to do at mine. I don't have the money to do too much and so both very timid slight friendships I sorta had going there seem to be dead.
Maybe I should apologise to them for this?
I know to at least one of them Ive made plans to see them countless times in the last few months and have always pulled out last minute due to an inability to get there easily. And by that I mean catching public transport which would make a 10 minute journey into 2 hours in most cases (though I haven't mentioned this was the reason)
all I know is I have definitely run out of opportunities with that one.
I finished probation at my work, so its good to know I'm hired.
I guess its good because it gives me goals and I feel accomplished.
But I'm just so, so bummed about fucking my friendships up here.
Maybe I should apologise to them for this?
I know to at least one of them Ive made plans to see them countless times in the last few months and have always pulled out last minute due to an inability to get there easily. And by that I mean catching public transport which would make a 10 minute journey into 2 hours in most cases (though I haven't mentioned this was the reason)
all I know is I have definitely run out of opportunities with that one.
I finished probation at my work, so its good to know I'm hired.
I guess its good because it gives me goals and I feel accomplished.
But I'm just so, so bummed about fucking my friendships up here.