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I have an almighty shiner on my right eye. And I have begun accepting the fact I'm going to look stupid and have people averting their eyes from me for a few weeks. Going to the supermarket last night left me laughing my arse off at the idiocy and judgementalism of strangers. I thought this was fucking Sydney. I thought these dickheads didn't care about anybody else and were quite willing to stare.
I've made an arse of myself to Andrew, whom after all things, has offered to help me get a job where he works for the NRMA. Which all thigns thought would be rather good, but he asked me to get my resume to him a few days ago (and because of aforementioned shiner and therefore concussion was unable to) and have been unable to make my resume very suited toward customer service, I feel like I've just embarrassed myself horribly.
I want to visit Perth, I keep on thinking about my Grandma and my dogs. I just want to see them. But I think that might be as a result of me feeling so fucking stupid looking like a retard.
Look like a chick who gets beaten up by their partner or a hardarse cunt who gets into fights.
But no, I literally, literally fell over. On a beer bottle.
And I am so very lucky it didn't break.
The fact I could've lost an eye scares me so much.
I've made an arse of myself to Andrew, whom after all things, has offered to help me get a job where he works for the NRMA. Which all thigns thought would be rather good, but he asked me to get my resume to him a few days ago (and because of aforementioned shiner and therefore concussion was unable to) and have been unable to make my resume very suited toward customer service, I feel like I've just embarrassed myself horribly.
I want to visit Perth, I keep on thinking about my Grandma and my dogs. I just want to see them. But I think that might be as a result of me feeling so fucking stupid looking like a retard.
Look like a chick who gets beaten up by their partner or a hardarse cunt who gets into fights.
But no, I literally, literally fell over. On a beer bottle.
And I am so very lucky it didn't break.
The fact I could've lost an eye scares me so much.