worried, stressed, tired, not a good day
So I'm not having a good week.
My grandmother's in the hospital today having surgery. She's 76. It's dangerous for your average 30 year old, but she has to get it done. Essentially, they found some sort of "growth" on her liver last Friday. Turns out it's a blood-filled sac. Then, three nights ago, she fell in the bathroom, and it burst inside her. So the doctors are having to do surgery to stop the bleeding, remove the growth, and then stitch her back up. Kylie and I are heading to VA next weekend to help Papa take care of Granny. I want to leave RIGHT NOW, but Mom said that G&P have all the help they need this week. I don't really believe that. I think it's Mom who's doing all the helping, cause she's the only one who ever does it. I figured I'd go up and try and relieve some of her stress, but she wants to do it, I guess.
I am planning on going back to school Fall '06. SAI girls, watch out. I'm coming back. :) I'm trying to get back into the whole "practicing" thing. Turns out it's hard...I never really practiced in the first place. I'm still trying to figure out what to do with the babe when I go back, but I guess we'll see.
I love my little girl, but I hate it when she's having growth spurts and reverts back into the"I want to eat every 2 hours, and I want it NOW!" thing in the middle of the night. I woke up at 3:40 this morning and had no idea what the hell was going on. I could hear her on the monitor crying, and I turned to Daniel and said, "What is that?!" I hadn't heard it in my sleep for so long, and I was so disoriented, I had no idea what the noise was. Daniel said, "I think Kylie's hungry." Oh yeah, we have a baby. Hahahahaha. It was weird. If you've never seen me when I've just woken up, that probably sounds heartless. I have a VERY hard time waking up. Usually, the first hour I'm awake is a blur. Can't remember anything. But anyway, so Daniel brought Kylie to me, and we fed, then she went back to sleep until 7 something. That was nice. But now I'm up and ready to go, and she's still sleeping. Don't want to wake her up yet, but I'm gonna have to if I want errands run before next week.
OK, I'm uploading pictures to Sam's Club to get mailed to Granny. Waiting on an update from my mother about Granny. It's a Granny kind of day, I guess. Off to finish getting ready and all.