"Who are you to wave your finger... you must of been out of your head." Tool - The Pot
Fox is angsty again. That means LJ is back to getting a workout.
I wish sometimes I had the strength to be the stoic one...
to be the one who completely goes silent in defiance of someone else's coldheartedness...
to hold it out so long that they realize their faults and I don't seem like some dependant fool...
some loser that'll chase after them no matter how much they treat me with total apathy...
but it never happens. I'm the abandonee.
I always want it to work.
Maybe that makes them the coward...
or just a fool.
It always depends on the situation.
I do know I have had more than my share of stupid mistakes but damn it...
It absolutely stabs like a knife when some girl complains about some absolute asshole hurting her in the past and it effects her and her relationship with me.
It's absolutely bizarre that he got a chance and because he was a jerk-off suddenly now a good-hearted guy like me doesn't deserve one.
It's ridiculous. It's tragic, really.
I've tried dating younger girls but then it's just the old crap of they haven't "played the field" yet or some shit. Yes, please call me in in 4 years when you're sufficiently emotionally scarred to date me then run away scared before things ever have the chance to get rolling.
There's many other wonderful perfect girl archetypes such as these... but we all know them.
Long story, not as long... I realize guys consistently suck, but come on. It's nothing less than bizarre and insulting to say I'm hard to differentiate from them.
And, if you simply just find me boring. Do me the nicety to just fucking tell me so I don't waste my time.
Love <3, Fox
I wish sometimes I had the strength to be the stoic one...
to be the one who completely goes silent in defiance of someone else's coldheartedness...
to hold it out so long that they realize their faults and I don't seem like some dependant fool...
some loser that'll chase after them no matter how much they treat me with total apathy...
but it never happens. I'm the abandonee.
I always want it to work.
Maybe that makes them the coward...
or just a fool.
It always depends on the situation.
I do know I have had more than my share of stupid mistakes but damn it...
It absolutely stabs like a knife when some girl complains about some absolute asshole hurting her in the past and it effects her and her relationship with me.
It's absolutely bizarre that he got a chance and because he was a jerk-off suddenly now a good-hearted guy like me doesn't deserve one.
It's ridiculous. It's tragic, really.
I've tried dating younger girls but then it's just the old crap of they haven't "played the field" yet or some shit. Yes, please call me in in 4 years when you're sufficiently emotionally scarred to date me then run away scared before things ever have the chance to get rolling.
There's many other wonderful perfect girl archetypes such as these... but we all know them.
Long story, not as long... I realize guys consistently suck, but come on. It's nothing less than bizarre and insulting to say I'm hard to differentiate from them.
And, if you simply just find me boring. Do me the nicety to just fucking tell me so I don't waste my time.
Love <3, Fox