Dec 08, 2007 08:49
I spent an hour in bed this morning staring at the wall worrying about the head table. Seriously. I have cracked up, right? I'm behind on wedding stuff. I had a dream that Julia Roberts gave us 2 bundt pans and I freaked out because I didn't have an address for her to send the thank you card. I'm ready for the planning to be over. I need to be normal again...or as Andrew said, as normal as I was before we got engaged. I can't make any decisions about the flowers or reception decorations. I change my mind daily...I decided everything else much faster and with less hesitation. Why start hesitating now??
And no, I wouldn't elope. My wedding dress is in and the bridesmaids are ordering their dresses. And my flower girl has her dress and I'm going shopping with the junior bridesmaid tomorrow. It'll all be ok and the wedding will be fine. I need to remember that and use it as my mantra.