Jun 18, 2010 13:19
I PASSED BIOCHEMISTRY!!!!!!
Well, one of them, there's one more to go haha. After Physiology. Then I can relax a bit.
My boyfriend, DJ, met a weirdo the other day. He told him he would read his fortune and told him a bunch of random stuff at first, but then said something way too specific about his childhood and DJ got creeped out. I'd be creeped out too, what he said was way too on target, it's weird. But its what he said after that weirded me out as well. I still don't know what to think of it and neither does he. He told him that he had a girlfriend and that there was nothing for him there, that I had someone else and he was just in it for the ride or something. My first thought when DJ finally told me this was my ex (previously refered to as The Sire. Shit happened, he blew it and I'm glad I'm out) and "oh shi-!" of course. I'm sure DJ was hinting at him as well, or at least thinking about it. Which is stupid but whatever. I'm working on getting past it, not back into it, it was ruining me, and he knows this so I don't understand his problem.
But now he's taken to snooping around about my ex. I know because I noticed that someone was on my computer searching for my ex. On facebook, my gmail account and my skype. So I confronted him about it; but of course, he denied it and denied even knowing his name, despite the fact that I told him when he asked me a few weeks ago. He denied that too... Whatever, I'm not gonna go there. But my laptop as of now will be blocked whenever I'm out. I don't have anything to hide, and whenever he's asked me about this past relationship I've always told him the truth, including the fact that I still speak to my ex occasionally. So I don't know what he was trying to find, but my ex isn't on my facebook (always refused to add me, it should have been a clue to what was going on but I digress...) or the gmail account he went on looking for him. I have several and only ever used one of those to keep some limited contact with the ex once or twice. He is on my skype though. And I can't be sure, but DJ might have been reading our convos. Which is the main reason why I'm blocking access to my laptop from now on. While there's nothing in there I wouldn't tell him myself, I hate HATE it when people touch my computer without express permission. Even when I can see what they're doing. It just unnerves me.
So no more snooping from now on, plus, I have too much on my mind already, what with exams and shit...
exams,
dramallama