Goobyes...
I realise why I don't like goodbyes... well, there are two main reasons.
First off, I have never really had to say goodbye to my friends until this year. I mean, when you live in CJ, it is really never goodbye, more just see you later. I mean, come on... it is CJ!
Now, the other reason, whenever I say goodbye... that person has left my life. And that scares me. Any person who I have gotten close to and then leaves, is gone forever. I have gotten close to a lot of people, people I have let into my life and into my family, and we are all leaving this summer... well, they are. I am staying in Corvallis. There are people who are going to New York, camp, France, Spain, England back home... and I wonder if I will see them again...
Yes, I am probably over thinking this... but it still scares me.
First off, I have never really had to say goodbye to my friends until this year. I mean, when you live in CJ, it is really never goodbye, more just see you later. I mean, come on... it is CJ!
Now, the other reason, whenever I say goodbye... that person has left my life. And that scares me. Any person who I have gotten close to and then leaves, is gone forever. I have gotten close to a lot of people, people I have let into my life and into my family, and we are all leaving this summer... well, they are. I am staying in Corvallis. There are people who are going to New York, camp, France, Spain, England back home... and I wonder if I will see them again...
Yes, I am probably over thinking this... but it still scares me.