Feb 23, 2005 00:36
lately I'm mostly into russian futurism and zom poetry.
"Frot fron yt
I don't argue in love
Black language
Wild tribes also had
it all"
aleksei kruchenyk
word world
change a letter in a word
and the world itself changes
world word
the russian word for sword is mek
and the russian word for ball is mak
change one letter, and you go from war to play.
that is amazing.
all I do is make collages and actively miss the usual girls. k.b., b.s., s.c., a.c., and sometimes f.m., but she's forgotten about me. Other people too, but those are the regulars in my brain. I have two friends that are girls here, maybe three, and they're awesome but it takes me a lot longer to open up and get close to people as of late. I didn't think I'd mind, but sometimes you need to talk to someone who won't change the topic of conversation to ballsweat or music or something. neat how I don't connect well with most ladies, and the ones I finally got close to live a million miles away.
sticking q-tips in my ears makes me cough sometimes. in german, following linguistic history, cough would be spelled cach or coch or something. I don't speak german.
I think tomorrow I'm going to listen to James Brown and dance in my room by myself like I did before I moved away, because I seem to remember that making me happy. How cliche. I'm lonely lately, but I shouldn't be. There's lots of great kids here.
It's snowing again. I like to watch people shake their coats off when they step inside. It's a body long shiver, and a white powdery spray. And then they track wet footprints.