I'm related to Dracula. Distantly, but for real.

[ticktockshimmy]

february is here and it's warmer than expected (today was a whopping 14 degrees, I didn't need a coat for a little while) but for some reason I feel like I'm not ready for it. I don't know what that means except that I've been here for awhile and I feel like there's something I should be doing but I don't know what it is

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[the_lastunicorn]

thats exiting that your bands recording
you can write a novel if you want to

[ticktockshimmy]

ha if I wrote a book it would be boring as hell for anyone else. just a two hundred page long stream of consciousness...that's all I'm good for these days.

it is exciting. I hope I don't fuck up because I would kill myself if I have to play the same song all day! or at least get frustrated and go on too many smoke breaks. I'm nervoussss. and really silly.

[proposedimage]

fuck it all and move to houston and live in a one bedroom with me,
and we can kick eachother out on nights we need to get laid... i just
want you back close by so i can see you when i want to. i miss you
so fucking much, it really pisses me off. and nothing seems to work
the way i want it to when i want to see you. i don't have really
any good good friends here in houston except for tyler and joanna
as of recently. i wish people didn't suck so much and that i wasn't
so picky. my standards on friends suck i guess, but the ones i have
i fucking treasure.

cheers to the new year, the new year of self accomidation and trying
your fucking damndest to be happy at all times... not just some.
fuck this, i'm calling you.

i love you.
shannon

[ticktockshimmy]

best call I've gotten in far too long. shannon if we're going to dream about living together, let's dream a leeeeetle bigger than houston. meet me in paris in ten minutes. I love you too much.