SORRY!

[ticktockshimmy]

This post is entirely dedicated to Ry and how much I miss him.
Let's go back to being twelve year old brother and sister bank robbers at parties where everyone else thinks they are serious. Our revolution has waited too long.
BOTH CHEEKS LIKE FRANCE.

Comments

[whiskey_street]

that was kyle and not ryE on the sn...he wanted you to know. sorry, but we already started a revolution for the two of us. it just hasn't spread past the bed.

[ticktockshimmy]

weird. I just miss my friend since 8th grade, but he isn't the same anymore. I was referring to coffee shop situationist poetic terrorism, devoid of any connotation outside of simple friendship. it wasn't meant to be anything more than silly, and nothing to gross you out. take anything how you want.

[whitebeltyoudie]

i'm not the same :(
i'm happy now.

[ticktockshimmy]

I'm glad.

[whiskey_street]

i think i've misrepresented myself. do you have an email address?

[ticktockshimmy]

yes. it's emilyincoherent@yahoo.com.

[whiskey_street]

the only reason he even wanted you to know that is because he doesn't want me to think that he's obsessed with cute writers from the olden'days, which is dumb because you are ryan's only girl-as-a-friend who is actually nice to me, and besides that the only one who i think is peculiar and intelligent at the same time. everyone thinks that i changed him or whatever the girls are all saying, but ins't it kind of natural to be happy in growing and not drinking and doing coke all the time? you were one of his only friends who didn't slip him roofies and then have sex with him, and who didn't kiss his ass despite the fact that he was dumbing down his mind with everything he was doing. i guess my point is that if people really truly and deeply love ryan, then wouldn't they trust his choice in lifepartners (i wanted it to sound like we were gay) and actually just sit down and talk to me not in internet life but in real life? honestly...you couldn't imagine the drama going on down here, and i know a whole lot of girls in houstin just won't

[ticktockshimmy]

I completely understand that. and truthfully, there was never anything romantic between me and ryan aside from a mild crush I had when I was fifteen- it would have felt incestuous. I love Ryan, and I really am glad that he's happy now, and being creative. I would get worried when he was being self destructive, and I think you have had a positive effect on him. The only ways that he's changed that make me sort of sad is that we aren't as close, and I haven't talked to him in a long time. I only got defensive because I thought from your comment that you were trying to make me feel as though my presence in his life is not needed or wanted anymore, and that hurt because I value his friendship a lot and miss him. I am ecstatic that he's found someone who makes him as happy as you do. He had been unhappy for a long time