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new years was wonderful.
uma, josh and i spent all day cleaning and decorating and preparing our food for "team main dish".
team main dish vs. team appetizer was the food theme of the party.
the decor was "rocks and stones will break our bones and the collapse will only save us."
so we did beautiful low tables with fresh plants and wood and josh's crystal collection. only tealights please and at midnight we had a silent ten countdown a group ohm and bells. it was so beautiful i was so happy and calm and didn't mind when two gross boys dove at me with beards to kiss my cheek.
i got the job at planned parenthood and i have my first educators staff meeting on friday, i am going to the store to buy a binder and i am going to iron my skirt tonight.
i have been bartending at a place called happy dog, it is a cute small bar and good folk bands play there.
yesterday uma josh and i went out to oberlin to look at the farm house they want to make an offer on. it is huge! it has three different porches and a fireplace on each floor! it even has big basement rooms for their apothecary and the perfect basement screened patio for a greenhouse. there are two acres of woods behind the house and two acres of plot. a creek even goes through the woods! my bedroom would be small but there is a big tree right outside the window. i don't want to get too excited but i hope it works out.
ryan has been gone for two weeks, we've talked only once, i guess he is in the mountains someh were, whatever. i am proud of MYSELF. but i did tell the cats this morning, they were too far at the end of the bed, so i said "come here with me closer. i'm lonelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy."
so life sounds good right?
uma, josh and i spent all day cleaning and decorating and preparing our food for "team main dish".
team main dish vs. team appetizer was the food theme of the party.
the decor was "rocks and stones will break our bones and the collapse will only save us."
so we did beautiful low tables with fresh plants and wood and josh's crystal collection. only tealights please and at midnight we had a silent ten countdown a group ohm and bells. it was so beautiful i was so happy and calm and didn't mind when two gross boys dove at me with beards to kiss my cheek.
i got the job at planned parenthood and i have my first educators staff meeting on friday, i am going to the store to buy a binder and i am going to iron my skirt tonight.
i have been bartending at a place called happy dog, it is a cute small bar and good folk bands play there.
yesterday uma josh and i went out to oberlin to look at the farm house they want to make an offer on. it is huge! it has three different porches and a fireplace on each floor! it even has big basement rooms for their apothecary and the perfect basement screened patio for a greenhouse. there are two acres of woods behind the house and two acres of plot. a creek even goes through the woods! my bedroom would be small but there is a big tree right outside the window. i don't want to get too excited but i hope it works out.
ryan has been gone for two weeks, we've talked only once, i guess he is in the mountains someh were, whatever. i am proud of MYSELF. but i did tell the cats this morning, they were too far at the end of the bed, so i said "come here with me closer. i'm lonelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy."
so life sounds good right?