see you later, if i see you at all.

[tickticktick]

i cried for the first time in, what seems to me, like forever. and after i started crying it was almost impossible to stop.
i guess i pictured some one else.
and the one who i thought you were,
made me happy.
and who you are now, i dont know,
but you;ve ripped out my seams.
and im pretty much just a sucker.
and believe too much bullshit from people who have their head in the clouds,
and have no desire to treat me like a real fucking human being.

hopefully, it's worth it. cheers man.