more than two years ago, i posted this entry private.
some things on here have changed, but it kind of made me sad to go back and think of where i was at exactly two years ago.
the people in my life, my goals and dreams, the things that made me happy.
I was in the greatest love of my life, enjoying the sun, and now i am not sure why i have come home.
i miss certain people, and good times. and i hope they are doing alright.
shit happens.
and sometimes, memories are the only thing left.
i am in debt.
i really like olives.
i love jeff buckley.
i like cold weather. but i do not like snow.
i can't live without music.
i have no tolerance for people who lie.
i have never been on a motorcycle before.
i have many loves in my life, all in different ways.
i get sick a lot.
my body aches at the thought of having children.
i have terrible handwriting.
i have one brother, who is pretty much my father.
i was forced to wear cowboy boots until i was like 6, because my mom is some type of cowgirl, i guess.
i have more than a few horrible memories.
i am addicted to nicotine. & caffine.
i believe in a higher power.
my father is strict.
i like airplane rides.
i love photography.
i do not like ice in my drinks.
i have become bitter.
i wish i didn't have a cell phone.
my best friend is a guy. he is also the love of my life, and i am grateful to have already found my soulmate.
i have way too many purses, pairs of shoes, & blazers.
i believe every girl should own a miniskirt.
i like red wine.
i need a new bike.
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.
i am always at least five minutes late.
i procrastinate.
i love autumn.
i love to sleep.
i wish life would just fall into place.
i am afraid of falling off roller coasters.
i bite my nails.
i go insane when i am in a car for more the 20 hours straight.
i like the smell of rain.
i have had chicken pox twice.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can't control my dreams.
i have moved about ten times.
i appericate my friends.
i have never had braces.
i have had to get stitches four times.
i love my imac.
i like to act.
i state the obvious.
i laugh loud.
i enjoying dance.
i like hanging out in my underwear, almost always.
i like night better than day.
i don't like to study for tests.
i am too forgiving.
i have a pretty good sense of direction.
i miss elementary school.
i like to be kissed on my forehead.
i love the color green and brown.
i love to sew.
i have brown eyes.
i need to learn to save my money.
i miss playing soccer.
my best friend since 1st grade is now my step sister.
i like sleeping with a lot of blankets in a hot room.
i miss playing pin the tail on the donkey at birthday parties.
i love everyone in my family.
i own three pairs of socks.
i do not consume animal products.
i have always wanted how to learn to play the steel guitar.
my worst fear is failure, knowing that i did not give it my all.
i enjoy cooking.
at times, i still act like a little kid.
i am allergic to cinnamon.
i enjoying finding new books.
i wish i were more motivated for school.
i love recieving letters in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of the past.
i am almost always alone & i love it.
i like friday.
i barely ever wear make-up.
i am not a pack-rat.
i like to cut hair.
i do not owe a car, i rely on my legs to get me everywhere.
i like playgrounds.
i sing in the shower.
i used to go camping at least twice a year.
i am moving to florida. no matter what.
one of greatest parts of my life. posie is our darlin.
the other part is at work, missin' and much love.