a sleepy summer in a letter
so this summer of 06 will definately go down as the summer matt left. Probably one of the most depressing summers that i have had. Many many ups and downs. basically i did poms and slept to keep myself occupied. Music has also been a therapy factor which is awesome because basically music has become my whole life. I finally got a job at the end of summer. I had my license. I slept. Id have to say the best weekend of the summer was the glawes lake house when we all stayed up there. I didnt get sad once. Usually everyday theres one point where i think i wont make it through but that weekend was like a break from that feeling. This summer was definately 309483209842309824 times different than last summer but hey... i met a few new people and i became really close with meghan and fergy and i love them so much. Summerfest was awesome (the rain)... tbs was great, the format in chicago was definately a highlight, mae rocks and so on and so fourth.
I apologize for sayin this on the last night of summer and hopefully this is the last time it will be like this. but i am looking forward to school starting. I miss all of my friends that went to college. I miss matthew more than anything in the world and i still havent gotten used to being without him. So basically im looking forward to staying occupied even if its with things i dont really care about... at least its not crying myself to sleep in my room. good luck.
love
<3
me
I apologize for sayin this on the last night of summer and hopefully this is the last time it will be like this. but i am looking forward to school starting. I miss all of my friends that went to college. I miss matthew more than anything in the world and i still havent gotten used to being without him. So basically im looking forward to staying occupied even if its with things i dont really care about... at least its not crying myself to sleep in my room. good luck.
love
<3
me