I hate goodbyes
Last night I had to go to my uncle's house for the going away party for my relatives from Holland. It was fun, but when I had to leave it was so sad, because I cried and cried and cried. It got worse when they would hug me and tell me to stop crying. Even Aarend hugged me, Maartje too. It was weird, I didn't want to cry but couldn't stop myself from doing so. The worst part is that I got used to having them around when I got to spend so much time with them, which makes it harder for me when they have to leave. Mandy came over today and gave me my birthday present--charms for my charm bracelet. And Aarend gave me a present too, the only thing I asked for, was one Euro. I just wanted to say that I had a Euro, so he gave one to me. Sweet boy.
It was hard to say goodbye to Mandy the most because she's so cute, and Christina because she's insane and I love her. It's okay, because my mom might let me go to Holland for four weeks next summer to stay with Mandy, Christina, and Yan. It's an exciting thought, especially since the drinking age is only 16 there. Yay.
I went over to Adam's yesterday. He gets mad at me easily...I don't know what's wrong, maybe because I have been spending more time with friends than with him. But he knows I love him, so there is nothing to worry about. Maybe he's just paranoid. Adam, if you ever read this, please don't be upset with me for writing about you I just don't know what to do, plus I called your house today but you were out. Call me if and when you get this....or whenever your grandma tells you I called. We need to talk, not a bad talk, so don't be concerned. I love you.
Later
Rachel, I called but you were sleeping....that was three hours ago, and your sister said she would tell you. I doubt she did. Call...or whatever. I might be at Maartje's.
It was hard to say goodbye to Mandy the most because she's so cute, and Christina because she's insane and I love her. It's okay, because my mom might let me go to Holland for four weeks next summer to stay with Mandy, Christina, and Yan. It's an exciting thought, especially since the drinking age is only 16 there. Yay.
I went over to Adam's yesterday. He gets mad at me easily...I don't know what's wrong, maybe because I have been spending more time with friends than with him. But he knows I love him, so there is nothing to worry about. Maybe he's just paranoid. Adam, if you ever read this, please don't be upset with me for writing about you I just don't know what to do, plus I called your house today but you were out. Call me if and when you get this....or whenever your grandma tells you I called. We need to talk, not a bad talk, so don't be concerned. I love you.
Later
Rachel, I called but you were sleeping....that was three hours ago, and your sister said she would tell you. I doubt she did. Call...or whatever. I might be at Maartje's.