Mar 09, 2004 19:53
Science test yesterday, math test today. I'm pretty sure I failed my math test and I'm not just saying that either. Science....I think I did alright.
Every night before I sleep these thoughts run through my mind. They never truly go away no matter what I do to distract myself. I am doing very poorly this semester, that I am sure of. No average above eighty five for me, and it matters more than anyone can ever know. There's nothing I can do if I don't understand it even when I do ask for help. Either way I'm screwed out of my average and I need this so much it isn't even funny.
Well I was talking to Jay again, the poor kid is so nice to me and I don't know why. He insists he has no friends, calls himself a loser all the time, and says he has no luck with girls. But the guy is so damn hot he's used to getting his way allllll the time. As soon as he doesn't get his own way he goes into Poor Jason mode. But he really does like Megan and I feel terrible for him but it's not like he can do anything. Poor kid....oh well, he'll live.
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