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I've had enough.
I'm so sick of being so stressed out over school. It's pretty much gotten to a point where I dread waking up in the mornings because of a single paper I have in one class that I haven't felt motivated to progress with like I should. Before I was making the excuses that I didn't have the sources I needed to write a good paper on my subject but with three weeks left in this half of the summer, that excuse just isn't flying anymore. I used $50 of the money that my mom sent so I could pay for rent (nope, still haven't paid it) to buy those books. I feel awful for it just because she gave me that money weeks ago for that purpose, but I'm planning on taking out $50 from the $100 I get for spending every month to compensate for it.
I have every intention of writing that eight page paper this weekend so I don't have to feel like this anymore.
What I really need to do at this point is call my mom and see if she's sent me money. Food's getting tight and like I said, I just dipped into money that was supposed to be for rent to pay for books. I definitely don't have any for food.
Over the course of three days, I've potentially lost four pounds. I don't know how accurate it is and while I hope it's true because I want the weight gone, I hope it's not because, well...that's not good. It more than likely means that I'm losing something that isn't fat and that's not what I'm going for. I might give myself a higher calorie budget but surprisingly enough, eating a maximum of 1400 calories a day isn't that hard. Especially if I'm not going out to eat or getting junk food from the convenience store and even more so on days that I actually exercise. I don't know, we'll see on Friday.
Aside from the bitching, I did have a really great weekend. Rob and I went to the mall and saw What Happens in Vegas. It was cute but definitely a chick flick. I was glad that Rob was able to at least sit through it. He got through it better than watching Enchanted with Bri and me.
Anyways, I have some leg exercises and cardio to do, then I'm gonna be munchin' on some jelly beans. I've been craving them like whoa for the past hour and a half.
I'm so sick of being so stressed out over school. It's pretty much gotten to a point where I dread waking up in the mornings because of a single paper I have in one class that I haven't felt motivated to progress with like I should. Before I was making the excuses that I didn't have the sources I needed to write a good paper on my subject but with three weeks left in this half of the summer, that excuse just isn't flying anymore. I used $50 of the money that my mom sent so I could pay for rent (nope, still haven't paid it) to buy those books. I feel awful for it just because she gave me that money weeks ago for that purpose, but I'm planning on taking out $50 from the $100 I get for spending every month to compensate for it.
I have every intention of writing that eight page paper this weekend so I don't have to feel like this anymore.
What I really need to do at this point is call my mom and see if she's sent me money. Food's getting tight and like I said, I just dipped into money that was supposed to be for rent to pay for books. I definitely don't have any for food.
Over the course of three days, I've potentially lost four pounds. I don't know how accurate it is and while I hope it's true because I want the weight gone, I hope it's not because, well...that's not good. It more than likely means that I'm losing something that isn't fat and that's not what I'm going for. I might give myself a higher calorie budget but surprisingly enough, eating a maximum of 1400 calories a day isn't that hard. Especially if I'm not going out to eat or getting junk food from the convenience store and even more so on days that I actually exercise. I don't know, we'll see on Friday.
Aside from the bitching, I did have a really great weekend. Rob and I went to the mall and saw What Happens in Vegas. It was cute but definitely a chick flick. I was glad that Rob was able to at least sit through it. He got through it better than watching Enchanted with Bri and me.
Anyways, I have some leg exercises and cardio to do, then I'm gonna be munchin' on some jelly beans. I've been craving them like whoa for the past hour and a half.