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yeah i was right when i said that i cant do any thing right. I feel like crap, ever thing is going down my brother can even tell that theres something rong. i just want to feel hole. life sucks so bad right know. I went to see shell the other day and i wanted confort but it wasent there, shes to wraped up in the new life to see things. Plus shes not the sam as heather. no matter what heather says to me i will alway love her. shes my best firend and she gets me. I konw she thinks that im hiding thing and i dont know what else. i realy wanted some one to hold me you know kinda just frustraed with ever thing to day and this week and whats going on next week that i just feel like crying. theres no one there to hold me not even to give me a hug. thats all i realy wanted not to talk just someone. It dosent matter. Im realy scared about going blind. what am i going to do then, you know. :(( so i geuss im going to go. what else is there to say oh yea im sorry!