I love bowling

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Tuesday: So yeah today i could not beleive how good i was bowling i got a 128 my first game. It felt good . for those who are laughing at me right now fuck you, cause i thought that was realy good for me. Yeah!!! So yeah never been more excited in my live... we went and hung otu with adam and richie. Got some burger king and then they aked if we

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[snshn021]

problem is that wether you meant to or not, you did hurt me. and i dont know that i can just let that go. yu dont have to insu lt people to get a point across. if you did that to everyone you were angry with, you'd prolly get your ass kicked a lot!! bc believe me, there were those couple days that i wanted to.

[snshn021]

i know and understand my bi-polarism...at least i realize i have it, i guess. but thanks for pointing it out...i never asked you to get on your hands and knees and wait to be forgiven!! i just think that it will take time to fully trust you. you dont understand that the few friends i have are everything to me. watching you guys do stpid shit kinda tears me up. and yet...im there doing the same things. bc i dont really feel like i need to care about anything but you guys... to be continued!!

[snshn021]

sorry about that. was at school. ummm...i dont hav anything but you guys. i don't know what to do with not trusting you. i dont think it's even that. i think i just want to know where that came from...it was all a bit harsh. it was a reality check, really. like, "wow am i really a worthless bitch??!" but after quizzing a bunch of people, i realized that, tho i have my moments, i wasnt all that. i am scared now to put myself out there and risk all that hurt in the future. help me see different. ...i dont really know what else to say. i fricken love you guys!! hope you had a good halloween!! i guess i'll talk to you later. i dont work at all this week. ZERO hours bc of Karen. That little bitch is hit now! in case you didnt hear, karen told billy that i licke some ice and threw it into the bucket to put in the drive-thru ice cooler. sounds like me, huh? yep. i hate having a source of income!! so...yea i really am goin this time.