Fuck this creepy ass wonka wold!
I just want my old life back. every thing these days is bleah. I cant think any more. It makes me just want to forget everone that i love and movie away. there be no diff. i already feel like i have no one most of the time.god i fuck ever thing up. wish i was like sunny d think that ever bad thing that happens will just go away with time. i dont know im in one of those mood of the mouth. that and heather's mad at me, cause she thinks that i lied to her when realy i didn't but that dosent mean any thing cause she proble thinks that im lieing some more. why would i lie about a phone call beats me. She's the one how, i admite let her get wasted (not wasted but drunk enogh to get heather to dance) at jessie's wedding. where all dancing and having a good time she gose out side comes back in a few min. later and says she was calling Keith. So when she asked me the next day if she called Keith i said yes cause thats what she told me. Yeah so when she talked to him the other day he asked why she didn't call him back or somee thing like that and its my fault. I dont know.
So this weekend was jessie's wedding it was fun but it was getting kinda over stressed. Jessie was fliping out the hole weekend, and my head still hearts from that up dow. but in the end when heather got there it ways fun. even though she laughed at me. But i lik e seeing her smile, cause its one of the few things in my life that still makes me feel go. Any ways i have to go.
So this weekend was jessie's wedding it was fun but it was getting kinda over stressed. Jessie was fliping out the hole weekend, and my head still hearts from that up dow. but in the end when heather got there it ways fun. even though she laughed at me. But i lik e seeing her smile, cause its one of the few things in my life that still makes me feel go. Any ways i have to go.