Prom...bleah
So prom this big thing that i think is a loud of crap. So senior year and everyone is talking about it. Even my best friend talking about it. But i though this hole time that we were just going to hang out, and have fun. That would be nice, right guess not.Any ways she wasn't even in to the hole thing till she got a date. Mr. ben hogges. love of my life and most likely a waste of my time.But i think hes' grand. Any ways when he changed he's mind about going so did she. She said she didnt have any one to go with and when i hinted that i would go she still didnt want to go i understand im not a guy. But im good company. Bleah, geuss that means nothing that im her best friend. It ok i understand cause iv been kinda hoping that a guy would be interested in me. I think im just being to open to guys. Like my friend Andy from work. But i cant go out with him any ways. Heather thinks i just like the drugs and the drinking but thats not true. Andy is a nice guy and he makes me feel safe thats why i like him , i dont know why but i do. Its crazy how things have been changing. Maybe im just being girly. Feel like i have to be loved all the time, and my friends think that i just need to hear it not true. Don't know i'll talk to u later.