Someone shut me cause no one will miss me!
some times i wish my fake friends will just pretend to lission to me. But once again im a no one. Dont even know if the ppl that call me a friend will even miss me. Not saying that im going to kill my self cause i think in the end that everything will be grand, yeah im dreaming. i dont get why ppl have to pretend to say that ther going to do them-selfs in. Its just a way for ppl to get the attention. Maybe i shoud do that. Its clear that me asking for it all the time isn't working. Dont no what realy to do with heather, she's all i think about these days (not in that way). I just want her to sit down and be with me or talk with me. But all she wants to do is talk about Ben, and how hes so great. Yeah shes thinking about going to prom with him. I dont see the big deal about prom any ways. Spending a lot of money just so u can go dance and eat bad food. Yeah thats alot of fun. Inless.....there going to fuck cause that would be swell right. Heather says that she wont cause i have but u never know these days. Latly she says a lot of things that shes not going to do and dose them. shes like that latly, selfish i mean like its all about her and im this invisable floor mat. It's like she just wants me to leave and she dosent care if i do something stupid, as long as im gone. I dont know.