GoSh.. right now I feel like crap, I just got done talking to my dad about going out with John tomorrow, and everything that he was saying made sence to me, sence me nor him have are lincenes my dad said that he is not going to show-fer us around and he said that this will be a one time thing if he has to take me to his house,I told my dad that I understand what hes saying its not fair that when I am dating someone to have my parents take us and I told my dad I don't no when Im going to get my lincenes and he said,"its not right for the girl to drive everywhere, thats not how it works". Which I can understand because its not fair to me, and Im not going to get my lincenes just because of him its not fair to me because I don't get payed enough were I work to pay for everything that goes along with having a lincense. Gosh I just don't know anymore. All I can say is that I hate my life soooo much its not even funny, and this is just another thing to make my life more depressing. :'(