wow i'm back!!

[ticklemelizz]

-i haven't been in here for a loooooong time!
-i got kicked out of my house
-i live at hilarys house
-i have a new job
-sergery went well but im stuck for 6 months with this leggy thinggy
-i love hilarys house!
-i miss high so much
-i'm abut to hang out with AJ(not bf)
-i found my BESTFRIENd from when i was little
-I'm stessing about life
-I hate life over all
-i miss my Amandduhhh(Hope ur having fun love)
-i wish sunday night was deleted from my life
-I feel like theres nothing to work hard for in this life
-Pete said everything was going to changeg & im still wating
-& finaly geting what i wanted for so long has turned into something i regret

I wish witth all thats in me that, that night didnt happen.
I wish it was just still a stupid crush
Now I'm the one whos hurt.
o'well i dont really have the energy to worry if he likes me or not
i have to stay stong for myself i need me right now more then
any other time...

moving on...

Hilary Walker is one of the BEST pesons thats in my life right now
idk what i would do with out her & her lovely british parents!!

& God bless my brothers i love them soooo much!