Does it cost me scaring if the words stay true?
OKay so i havent really updated in a really long time...so i thought i would fill you in on whats been up in my life...
For one...ive been extra busy with basketball and school. I'm officially failing mathematics. it's pretty much pathetic. I do all my homework, but i failing all the quizzes. sucks really bad. Hmm...and ive been thinking alot....i havent been that depressed...but ive had my fare-share of depression. Okay... so i'm going to be extra deep here...
"Complete and Total Admiration"
Admiration,
I admire you,
Every part about you that I hate,
Is every thing I'm unfamiliar with.
And I dream that I could discover everything
there will ever be to know about you.
Like the way your mind works.
Long and thought-out process shine light on whats still to come.
Like the unveiling of loneliness.
Striving for something thats no longer there.
Admiring from an unfamiliar distance.
I'm loosing track on what is unreal,
I've caught onto being real so quick,
where has the rest of my life gone?
Where has it disappeared to?
Because its no longer in my sights.
It's no longer in a comfortable distance.
But when has comfort ever meant a thing?
Maybe when I decide to grow up,
Maybe then i can admire from a closer distance.
Pretty lame...i know, but hmm tell me what you're thinking... Comment bitches! or just tell me. haha.
For one...ive been extra busy with basketball and school. I'm officially failing mathematics. it's pretty much pathetic. I do all my homework, but i failing all the quizzes. sucks really bad. Hmm...and ive been thinking alot....i havent been that depressed...but ive had my fare-share of depression. Okay... so i'm going to be extra deep here...
"Complete and Total Admiration"
Admiration,
I admire you,
Every part about you that I hate,
Is every thing I'm unfamiliar with.
And I dream that I could discover everything
there will ever be to know about you.
Like the way your mind works.
Long and thought-out process shine light on whats still to come.
Like the unveiling of loneliness.
Striving for something thats no longer there.
Admiring from an unfamiliar distance.
I'm loosing track on what is unreal,
I've caught onto being real so quick,
where has the rest of my life gone?
Where has it disappeared to?
Because its no longer in my sights.
It's no longer in a comfortable distance.
But when has comfort ever meant a thing?
Maybe when I decide to grow up,
Maybe then i can admire from a closer distance.
Pretty lame...i know, but hmm tell me what you're thinking... Comment bitches! or just tell me. haha.