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Well today really isnt my day. I went into work about 11:00 this morning, and it was going fine until one of my tables didnt tip me. It was a 50$ check and I did everything for that table, and I get no flippin tip. Some of the employees asked me if they were black and I didnt want to be rude but I just nodded. Then they were like yeah Ive gotten something like that but not on that big of a check. Which this really sux. Then they had 18 servers on the floor tonight and it was going to be dead anyway like it was this afternoon. So I got cut along with a couple other servers. I mean I said ok, I wasnt going to make any money anyway. So I went home.
When I was at work I called Sean and talked to him. He said he would pick up an application for me to get a job there. We discused that if I can get a ride there 3 days a week thursday Friday and saturday nights like around 3pm then He would bring me home until I was able to afford a car to get back and forth on my own PLUS I can pay for school. With a little help from Financial Aid. But my mom thinks that Sean is contoling my life. She said I dont have the stamina to want to do anything anymore she said if I wanted something i strived to get it. I am not sure what to think. But All I know is that I am workin my ass off at ruby tuesday to get paid 3$ an hour and not get tips. But my mom doesnt want to listen to me. I told her that I could make more money at the yacht club plus I would be happier there then I am at ruby tuesday, then I brought up the subject of me going back to walgreens because I could make more money at walgreens then I am right now at ruby tuesdays.
Right now I dont know what else to think. I am so confused. My mom thinks sean is contoling me, I feel differently and sh told me to really think about it.. I dont know what to think. Confusion sux...!!!!! What do I do. I want out of ruby tuedays and I want a better job and I am not thinking of getting the job at the yacht club because Sean is there I want to go there because I can make some money to go to school so i can get an education. I try to tell my parents that but i just cant get them to listen. hey keep tellin my sean is going to interfear with my work. I highly doubt it. But what ever. now to close this entry on a good note. Olivia came over today and we played monopoly with my brother. It went well I lost but oh well. Talk to you all soom but for now good bye.
When I was at work I called Sean and talked to him. He said he would pick up an application for me to get a job there. We discused that if I can get a ride there 3 days a week thursday Friday and saturday nights like around 3pm then He would bring me home until I was able to afford a car to get back and forth on my own PLUS I can pay for school. With a little help from Financial Aid. But my mom thinks that Sean is contoling my life. She said I dont have the stamina to want to do anything anymore she said if I wanted something i strived to get it. I am not sure what to think. But All I know is that I am workin my ass off at ruby tuesday to get paid 3$ an hour and not get tips. But my mom doesnt want to listen to me. I told her that I could make more money at the yacht club plus I would be happier there then I am at ruby tuesday, then I brought up the subject of me going back to walgreens because I could make more money at walgreens then I am right now at ruby tuesdays.
Right now I dont know what else to think. I am so confused. My mom thinks sean is contoling me, I feel differently and sh told me to really think about it.. I dont know what to think. Confusion sux...!!!!! What do I do. I want out of ruby tuedays and I want a better job and I am not thinking of getting the job at the yacht club because Sean is there I want to go there because I can make some money to go to school so i can get an education. I try to tell my parents that but i just cant get them to listen. hey keep tellin my sean is going to interfear with my work. I highly doubt it. But what ever. now to close this entry on a good note. Olivia came over today and we played monopoly with my brother. It went well I lost but oh well. Talk to you all soom but for now good bye.