Jun 22, 2005 09:31
Well today is the last day I will see Sean until Wednesday of next week. MAN WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?? I already took off from work b/c I was going to babysit from monday - thursday but it was a change of plands now I am only babysitting monday and thursday. Now I cant put work back on b/c they already made the schedule. So what am I going to do??? nothin absolutely nothing.. I was gunna go to the beach with my sister on tuesday and wednesday but she is working and afterward she is prolly going to get ready for another.. yes another late night out with Matt. She only knew this guy for 3 weeks and she already went to go play poker with him. What I dont get is that. She can go out to play poker at 11:30 at night and not return till 3 am and my parents not saying a word. As for me I spend a little bit of the day with MY OWN BOYFRIEND I get bitched at for being out to late. OHH WOW I get home at maybe 11:00 the latest. But come on people I have been with my boyfriend for almost 8 months now and I cant spend time with him. I mean I am always at his house with his mom, dad, and little brother watching movies or they are teaching me how to cook. PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IS SOOO FUCKING WRONG WITH THAT!!!!!
Just think if I am going this crazy even when I am with Sean and getting bitched at. Immagine what I will be like when he is gone till wednesday.
I JUST WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH MY BOYFRIEND WITH OUT GETTING BITVHED AT FOR EVERY LITTLE THING I DO!!! TELL ME..... IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK???