Teetering between love and friendship

[tickledtoes]

I feel as though I've not ranted for a long time and this might just be the perfect time to do so. I hate it when people doubt my sincerity in doing something for them. It's like they expect a reason behind my actions. I just can't understand why they can't accept the fact that I'm helping them or encouraging them because I sincerely want to do it. I'm not the kind of person who expects something in return if I were to do something nice for a certain someone. Sighs. I don't know what is it with the people I know in SA. It's like they always qeustion my actions and it's starting to get on my nerves. Words of encouragement can somehow turn into words of "I-don't-know-how-to-describe-it". Like seriously. It's just f-ing annoying cause back in TK no one would bother to question it because we all know one another well enough to know that it's sincerely from the bottom of the sender's heart. Fuck this bloody judgmental world! It's just so fucking annoying that you get judged every single moment and that you have to act appropriately so as to not get judged! I feel like going emo for a day or two or maybe a week. Whatever my mood will decide for me! Till then I shall just go to a corner and sulk!
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