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Apr 27, 2004 18:00

ive been thinking about friends lately. best friends and friends that you can tell anything to and friends that your just becoming friendships and how all friendships grow in one way or another and how eventually all friendships shrink.

i miss having a best friend. this just hit me the other day, that i dont really have that tell anything to best friend. sure, i have friends that i love very much, that i would do almost anything for, friends that i think and hope would do the same for me. but, it amazes me how you can only have that one best friend. that one person that you know you can tell ANYTHING to and not even think twice about what they are going to say or think because you already know what they think.

i had a friend once, a best friend, that i could call whenever and talk to about anything. whose family was like my family and vice versa. somewhere where i was always welcome at no matter what time it was and the same at my house. most people search their whole lives for a friend like this, and i was lucky enough to get one. but i miss having that.

ive been thinking about all this for a little while now. and i just felt like it needed to write it somewhere or get it off my mind and out into the open.

so anyway. i didnt go to school today. basically for 2 reasons...i had to go take my placement exam at tri-c, and i wanted a day off.

the fact that i had to take a placement exam to take a physical education class at tri- c cracks me up. apparently you need to know crazy math to take a kick boxing class, but whatever. i passed the english exam and they said i placed in honors, and then i freaking failed the math exam. failed with flying colors. it was hard though. but i dont even care. they didnt let me use my calculator. how do you expect me to pass a math test without my calculator? crazy people. the girl who gave me my test was named coreen. but the coreen i know is prettier than that coreen.

my mom and i went to applebees for lunch and it was good and fun. we got to talk and just hang out. then we came home and i took a long sleep nap, something that i really needed. basically, today was the laziest day that ive had in a while. but i liked it.

i had a fun weekend... not much to say about it. i went to the metroparks with some people. i absolutly love the metroparks. its my favorite place. i love this time of year everything is green and pretty. we went to the marina and sat on the ledge which was forbidden to me when i was little, so it was an adventure. if i would have went with my parents instead of with friends, it probably still would have been forbidden. we went on a small tour of lakewood, and i got to see my old house and school and we drove by some of my lakewood friends houses. i got my hair cut too, but thats old news.

well, im off.
xoxoxo
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