Time for venting...

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Back to school... yuck. i hate missing a monday because then the whole day on tuesday, i feel like its still monday. Gotta get back in the loop of things. Colby bought our homecoming tickets today. so its official. sorry breanne! lol...This morning was crazy. there was thunder & im terrified or that! so i almost cried. Things arent as bad as it was this weekend but its not quite yet good again. My cousin is in the hospital from being in an accident saturday night. I'm going to go visit him again tonight. I hate seeing somebody that i love be somebody totally different. He's so messed up in his mind right now the doctors dont know if he'll ever be the same Davin that i know & love. It kills seeing him like that but i guess for him to get better, he's got to go through the bad times. Just like my brother... i miss him so much. i think that everything is catching up to me right now. All my feelings. i miss my brother so much i cant even put it into words. its been so long since ive been able to just have one little touch from his hand. or be able to do our hand shake that we always did. i know he'll be home soon but recently, ive been so sad about it all... I really need a girls night jenna! I think we're just about due for one of those Dinners at fridays... FORGET THE DIET!!!...lol...

still looking for a homecoming dress! Why is the best part of homecoming always the hardest??...

xoxo *manda*