Feb 19, 2005 21:52
yesh so i have an obession with keychains...maybe ill start a collection...starting with the one from BRUNO!
ack ok so ive been really confused lately, ive had a lot of time to myself just to think bout things and people. and ive realized something..i did once like arc and maybe wat im feeling now is that i still have always liked him. as a friend but a little more. like idk we became friends after we h/u which was nice and i loved being able to hang out with him and stuff and talk with him, ugh i loved talking to him b/c we would just talk i mean i wouldnt be stressed, it would relieve me of my stress and it was just casual and fun/nice idk i love talking to him. ya i talk to other guys but for some reason talking with arc was different. i realized this only after i stopped being able to talk to him. and its so weird how i realize this now maybe its just that i kept pushing away any feelings i had b/c like right after the h/u in dec. i focused on getting to know him and then when sim told me she h/u with him i was like o ya thats cool and pushed it away again b/c he had some1 and sims really nice and stuff. but then when i found out their thing was more than a casual h/u i was like ummkay ok still nice but i kinda got jealous but pushed all those feeling away again. then sim wouldnt stop talking bout noah and she kept reminding me of why he was sooo nice and i kept pushing away other feelings b/c he was my friend. but its like now, i dont talk to him and i really wish i was b/c i miss him.
so wait...do i like him or did i or is it just that hes a great guy that i love talking to b/c there are guys like that.
but why is it that i didnt care when i found out bout the other 2 girls he h/u with in dec? why the fudge did i care when it was sim
i cant like him and now i dont think i do. maybe its just that i really wish i could talk to him. but at the same time i wonder if hes over sim
see im going back and forth again
ugh MAYBE its b/c i wonder why i didnt just get to know him first and then h/u with him and then maybe have a relationship with him...like i wonder why nothing got so serious with us
no stop rosie just stop noah is ur friend not food
ok that was nemo
and will...ok um lets see
hes nice when he acts like we're friends, like sometimes we have serious conversations like casual friends and i really think we are good friends
then somedays he acts like he doesnt even know me and im like ok BUTTHOLE! wtf is with that thats totally stupid and i dont like that im not gonna let him fudgin treat me like that..pick one..friends or not? ITS NOT THAT HARD! so u know wat rosie..from now on..ignore the jerk..if he really thinks ur friends he'll act like it EVERYDAY.
cmon even chooki's moods dont change that fast
and chooki has been nicer to me lately
no complaints
weirded out
but im not gonna be a mean right back at him
ill only be a bitch if hes a bitch to me
wat ever happened to the golden rule?
THAT IS THE GOLDEN RULE
TREAT PEOPLE THE WAY THEY WANNA BE TREATED
IF HE TREATS ME LIKE ASSWIPE ILL TREAT HIM LIKE ASSWIPE
ok so thats totally wrong rosie u know better
wtf am i doing talking in the third person?
i bet when leshly reads this shes gonna be laughing her ass off...*watches leshlys ass hop away* *drool* *grabs leshlys ass out of the air*
gosh w/e maybe if i just shut up..sit in a corner...life will go on w/o me
its funny how the above statement is true
you know b/c life goes on...the world doesnt revolve around rosie
third person.
again.
can you say LOSER?
college?
no that isnt loser
but its a loser that wants to go to it
namely,me.
eenie meenie miney moe
thats how travis picked the answer during the bio test
i heard him
am i sensitive?
i shall ask people
my own kinda survey
o i forgot bout that petition to bring angela back
damn her birthday is coming up quick
hehe like i forgot shhh
rachel turned 8 and elizabeth next week! yay!
i wonder who will go to the party tomorrow...lemme guess...just my family
ugh w/e i tried to talk to my mom bout my family being stupid..and she just gave me another lameo answer that basically called me a child who knew nothing and DIDNT ANSWER MY QUESTION!
w/e my mom will have to fess up later
and i hope everything is going ok for anupama chechi in india~make the right decision hun dont let any guy treat you like that actually dont let ANYONE treat you like that
w/e im just thinking too much lately..or maybe ive been thinking too little?
there i go with the thinking
yo holla at ur girl lesh
baby girl you stay on my mind...
i be missin you...
my love dont cost a thing...
ha how many songs is that twinnay?