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"..cause I'm still here alone, unaware that it'll never be the same."
I don't even know why I've been liking this quote so much. It just...fit, even thouh it doesn't necessarily relate to anything. In the past two weeks, so much has gone on-- and the stress is just getting greater and greater. Friends haven't been the same, and friends ..well friends haven't been friends. I just keep thinking "whatever, there's nothing I can do about it" but here I am still dwelling on the fact that it's happened. That it finally hit. After all those years...people do move on, and I- well I just get stuck in time, forgetting that I need to go on as well. I don't even mean to care...it just happens. And when that one day, you called her-- and not me, not me for the next couple days and .. well screw it, caring shouldn't be this complicated.
I'm not even in the mood for summer anymore. School is my only distraction these days, and when I'm not in school, how will I distract myself? Heh..my life these days.
I don't even know why I've been liking this quote so much. It just...fit, even thouh it doesn't necessarily relate to anything. In the past two weeks, so much has gone on-- and the stress is just getting greater and greater. Friends haven't been the same, and friends ..well friends haven't been friends. I just keep thinking "whatever, there's nothing I can do about it" but here I am still dwelling on the fact that it's happened. That it finally hit. After all those years...people do move on, and I- well I just get stuck in time, forgetting that I need to go on as well. I don't even mean to care...it just happens. And when that one day, you called her-- and not me, not me for the next couple days and .. well screw it, caring shouldn't be this complicated.
I'm not even in the mood for summer anymore. School is my only distraction these days, and when I'm not in school, how will I distract myself? Heh..my life these days.