At times like this it's obvious
Ooooook well I realized today that no matter how mean someone may have been in front of you or behind your back you should always talk to them as nice as possible as if it never happened. I mean what's being a bitch to them going to do anyway? Just piss them off more and it's childish to hate someone because they may not agree with you or even like you. Hate makes the world what it is and if people didn't hate others so much it might be a little better. So I try and as cheesy as that may have sounded it's true for me. I like talking to people and if I know or think someone may not like me I'm not going to think about that. Pretend like they don't. If someone doesn't like me it shouldn't ruin my day unless they're close to me. I would assume if someone was close to me they'd like me anyway..or like I said you would assume so. That was my conclusion. I'm not going to waste my time trying to ruin someone's life like people have been trying to do in Vegas with Ashlee. I have been experiencing second hand what people are doing to her and I don't want to be that person. Revenge...should not be taken seriously..or taken to the wrong level. Revenge is only funny when you're the one causing the action of it...or it was a joke on BOTH sides. So I think that it should not be taken seriously or to the wrong level..to which kiling or emotional or physical pain is involved. I've also decided that rumors really do hurt and even if they aren't real and you know it there are some people in this world who feed into them and whether they know they're real or not they like to believe them...just to gang up on someone. Or something like that.
Next subject. It took me 304832984 tries to get information from my dumb musicmatch cd player/library/burner/whatever else it does. It can connect to the net and then get information on the band you're listening to depending on the cd. I got it last night but today was a bit harder and more frustrating. Ooooh well I got it now. It made me smile and then move on.
I realized today that a ride on lawn mower can go pretty fast backwards..and sometimes faster than it does foward. I learned not to just let go of the brake and let it fly back, nearly crashing into a tree in a ditch.
Today was boring. I haven't been eating a lot and I don't get it. Today I ate some strawberries because they were there...and bread..why bread? I don't knw. It was just there. Then I could barely eat my dinner. It was weird. Usually I feel like I eat too much and am getting fat but now I feel I'm eating too little. Not getting skinny because I would notice. Pathetic.
Uhmm yeaaaa that's about it..or is it? let me think for a sec.........................today I got up at 10..I think solicitors should be banned from existence due to the fact they start calling at 9 and that is just inhumane to the teenage structure. The meer fabric of my sleep is falling apart thread by thread.
Now that's it.
Byes
<3
Next subject. It took me 304832984 tries to get information from my dumb musicmatch cd player/library/burner/whatever else it does. It can connect to the net and then get information on the band you're listening to depending on the cd. I got it last night but today was a bit harder and more frustrating. Ooooh well I got it now. It made me smile and then move on.
I realized today that a ride on lawn mower can go pretty fast backwards..and sometimes faster than it does foward. I learned not to just let go of the brake and let it fly back, nearly crashing into a tree in a ditch.
Today was boring. I haven't been eating a lot and I don't get it. Today I ate some strawberries because they were there...and bread..why bread? I don't knw. It was just there. Then I could barely eat my dinner. It was weird. Usually I feel like I eat too much and am getting fat but now I feel I'm eating too little. Not getting skinny because I would notice. Pathetic.
Uhmm yeaaaa that's about it..or is it? let me think for a sec.........................today I got up at 10..I think solicitors should be banned from existence due to the fact they start calling at 9 and that is just inhumane to the teenage structure. The meer fabric of my sleep is falling apart thread by thread.
Now that's it.
Byes
<3