I'm sick with aprehension
So Ashlee is leaving in 5 days. It's been so nice to see her. I really missed her the year and 2 mths. I haven't seen her. And now our time has almost come to an end. I don't know how I feel about this except that I'm ok with her leaving because I know it won't be the last. We've been trying to cram all these people into our schedule. blahhh. It's giving me a headache. I want to go to Kelsey's house but I don't know if her parents will let two of us stay there. It's really hard to say. Ohs well, we'll try anyway. Better to try than nothing. I have been so busy lately. Trying to keep this house in order before my mom comes home or she'll ground me or something. She made it very clear to me that while ashlee is here that this house needs to stay in order or else. I'm guessing the "or else" is groundation. That would suck.
I'm waiting for Jackie's reply...all-stars softball or coming with me to mass. She already made plans with me first, but then all-stars came about and now it's in the air again. I want her to come with me, but I don't want her to miss her chance at all-stars. Blahhhh. If she doesn't come I'm going to have to find someone else to take. That's a difficult decision b/c I fight with a lot of people about dumb things a lot. I don't want to take someone who I bicker at or what not. Oh well. Not much I can do.
Today I don't know what the hell we're doing.....I guess we're going back to hidden rock park to watch jackie's practice. I don't really know.
I don't know anything we're doing anymore.
It's never for certain.
Kinda wish there were more of those.
I think it's mostly waiting for aaaaashton...fuck him. I'm sick of trying to make plans with him.
I'm just sick of making plans.
Maybe I'm ready to just go to mass.
Ha, get away from plans.
Go hoooooooome.
That'd be nice.
Welllll I'm out,
byes
<3
I'm waiting for Jackie's reply...all-stars softball or coming with me to mass. She already made plans with me first, but then all-stars came about and now it's in the air again. I want her to come with me, but I don't want her to miss her chance at all-stars. Blahhhh. If she doesn't come I'm going to have to find someone else to take. That's a difficult decision b/c I fight with a lot of people about dumb things a lot. I don't want to take someone who I bicker at or what not. Oh well. Not much I can do.
Today I don't know what the hell we're doing.....I guess we're going back to hidden rock park to watch jackie's practice. I don't really know.
I don't know anything we're doing anymore.
It's never for certain.
Kinda wish there were more of those.
I think it's mostly waiting for aaaaashton...fuck him. I'm sick of trying to make plans with him.
I'm just sick of making plans.
Maybe I'm ready to just go to mass.
Ha, get away from plans.
Go hoooooooome.
That'd be nice.
Welllll I'm out,
byes
<3