lonliness is the human condition.
ohhh des moines.
i keep coming back to you time and time again. and for what?
most of the people i care about have vacated the area.
others are busy.
and some, its just not possibe to see anymore.
full of bad memories.. er rather, good ones that are painful to remember.
good times i can't have anymore.
and boredom.
and here i am, on spring break. at my dad's.
driving through altoona is rather odd anymore.
I got drive thru at the BK i used to work at. They've totally remodled it.
Adventureland drive curves to the left and makes me think about where the hell i'm going.
hyvee is spawning a twin next to it.
theres' a new elementary.
and everyone i used to know is gone.
hung out at a bar with lindsay tonight, who's got a whole new life.
jillane's out of the country and we hardly even talk anymore.
meggos soooooooooooo far awayyyyyy. and i dont know when i'm ever going to see her again.
it just seems like a struggle to have a good time anymore.
it's weird to think about leaving the country this summer.
and someone asked me what i want to do with an art degree and i dont even fucking know. what the hell am i doing?
I just wanna get the fuck out of here. I don't even care what i'm doing with myself anymore.
" don't hoard the past. don't cherish anything. burn it. the artist is the phoenix who burns to emerge."
i need some change. i should chop off all my hair or something. i need to feel something different.
i keep coming back to you time and time again. and for what?
most of the people i care about have vacated the area.
others are busy.
and some, its just not possibe to see anymore.
full of bad memories.. er rather, good ones that are painful to remember.
good times i can't have anymore.
and boredom.
and here i am, on spring break. at my dad's.
driving through altoona is rather odd anymore.
I got drive thru at the BK i used to work at. They've totally remodled it.
Adventureland drive curves to the left and makes me think about where the hell i'm going.
hyvee is spawning a twin next to it.
theres' a new elementary.
and everyone i used to know is gone.
hung out at a bar with lindsay tonight, who's got a whole new life.
jillane's out of the country and we hardly even talk anymore.
meggos soooooooooooo far awayyyyyy. and i dont know when i'm ever going to see her again.
it just seems like a struggle to have a good time anymore.
it's weird to think about leaving the country this summer.
and someone asked me what i want to do with an art degree and i dont even fucking know. what the hell am i doing?
I just wanna get the fuck out of here. I don't even care what i'm doing with myself anymore.
" don't hoard the past. don't cherish anything. burn it. the artist is the phoenix who burns to emerge."
i need some change. i should chop off all my hair or something. i need to feel something different.