breaking of a heart

Sep 01, 2005 00:13

have you ever actually sat somehwhere and phsically felt your heart break?.. i was just reflecting on when i last saw mike.. i got in my car *crying hysterically* and then i turned round the corner and then B BOOM thats when i realised... mike wasnt going to be here everyday and i started to shake and ths intense pain came over me and i was just soooo incredibly sad..
sometimes i still cry because i miss him so much about dumb things
the other day i went to the mall by myself and it was so sad when i ate alone and so terrible i got naucious because i was so depressed i waslike STOP.. i saw all these couples kissing and it made my head spinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn i was just like fuck this isnt working buy your clothes and get the fuck outta here....
so thats it.
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