Apr 02, 2004 23:59
i want to kick charli annzzzzzzzz big fat wyte wyte asss. she’s such a bitch. she thinks me n vanessa owe her stuff. we DONT owe her shit. she wants the world to revolve around her. the world is fucking afraid to revolve around her! UGH! SHE’S SO FUCKING...UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! she’s so spoiled and then she acts like everyone else is spoiled. HER PARENTS BUY HER EVERYTHING SHE EVER WANTS. my parents only buy me what i NEED. im lucky if i even get something extra. chalri-ann’s mom takes her shopping for whatever shit she wants when she wants. and how does charli-ann treat her? how does charli-ann fucking THANK her? she gets her mom in trouble. she tells on her. what a great fucking daughter.
charli-ann’s all pissed because she knows im right. she fucking knows and tshe wont admit it. and she’s told her father. she tells her parents everything. so what’s up. it’s not all about you, ok? some of us actually care about ourselves more than you. we have our own problem to deal with ok?! you can go ahead and idolize yourself or whatever but do u think anyone’ll give a shit? u can cut yourself, u can bruise yourself. but you have no fucking right. you hear me? NO FUCKING RIGHT! i have a right. vanessa has a right. sara has a right. YOU, on the otherhand, dont. yeah, that’s right. we’ve got reason to. but we dont go thru with it. i mean, for all the shit i go through, i could’ve cut months ago. but i havent. you knwo why? IM NO FRICKEN CRYBABY, AND I CAN TAKE THE SHIT. same with vanessa n sara. we all have had so much shit, in just these last couple months, but havent done anything so drastic. you. you have no fucking right to even think about it. your life is perfect. your parents care deeply about you and you just cast them aside. WELL, EVER THINK THAT SOME OF US WISH WE HAD PARENTS LIKE YOURS? PARENTS THAT BUY YOU ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING? PARENTS THAT LET YOU DO THINGS. ...parents that fucking CARE. your lucky, but u dont care. your taking this shit for granted. watch. one day, your gonna have a kid and she’s gonna treat you as MEAN AS YOU TREAT YOUR MOM. i hope you fuckign get it...and, we dont just care abotu our “stupid bands.” HOW COULD YOU EVEN CALL THEM THAT? we dont call your stuff stupid. we care about moer than that. but sometimes...our music is all we’ve got. sometimes it’s all we can confide in. it’s always there for us. unlike other things. you know, like you. we care abotu more than that.
and how dare you fuckign say me n vanessa care so much about popularity! we couldnt care less about that shit. if you care so much about it, then just go hang out with katie because she’s jsut like you. she cares so much about being popular and is always trying to impress ppl. i would just be happy if ppl would leave me aloen sometimes. god. the only reason ppl like us is cuz they appreciate us for us not caring. they like us cuz we arent superficial. but, see, we wouldnt care if they didnt like us.