I've had enough.
I think I've hit the brick wall. Hard. Now I've got some sort of permanent burnout, and I'm not sure why. The party on friday was great, it gave me an upligting kind of high. But it also triggered something very bad - coming off the high felt like falling into a hole. It's pitch-black, it's lonely and now I can't get out. Why do I always end up crying on my birthdays? I can't do any work, I can't concentrate at all - I didn't bother with Uni. I just keep passing the chances by. Scared to say it might continue like this. I don't want to fail.