Been a while...
Hix2.
It's been a while. To be frank, this is the first time I have been here since my last entry; nope no sneak peeks anywhere in between. And what do we blame it on - time, work, stress, other form of distractions which you may dig out of your excuse bag. Well, mine's simple. I started to live a life. A life which was full of my closest friends, a new work environment and well, hard not to miss, family issues. Okay, partly the December party mood which made me drift away. -winks
My reason for revisiting this again? End result of a bad quarrel with baby. As always the case. I needed some place to voice out, some place where nobody sees, I just want to speak like I'm speaking to the air, well in this case this is traceable so at least I know some point of my life I was this childish. Time passed so much that I wonder if livejournal really still exists. The in-thing is still facebook, hey!
I just passed my 21st birthday. Really, it was nothing. All that 3-months-ago-birthday-excitement-frenzy-hoo-ha-plans just waved goodbye like Sandman dispersing into the wind. No, there were no fancy venues, no fancy party decor, no "white garden party", no tiered cake with a big TWO ONE candle and definitely no buffet lunch/dinner. It was a simple dinner with the closest people I have in my life. And I'm glad 95% of them made it and it really means so much to me because these are the only people that I can safely say truly care about me. They are the ones who make things work, they made the relationship that I have with them an unmistakably amazing one and I'm wholeheartedly thankful for that. Which is why without the "white garden party" and tiered cake I can still say I was happy, from the bikini bottom of my heart.
I became a fitness instructor in Feb, well, it was an adventurous ride for me. There were so many things I learnt, so many skills I picked up and so many people I've got to meet. There were so much up and downs in this short 3 months. Now that I've left, what's left to say is, I'm holding on to some form of regrets and the mistakes which were made were already made. I learned my lesson.
Being a single bitch for 2 years have finally took a turn. It feels so unlike me and I am not used to it, at all. It's like a baby learning how to walk all over again. But hey, I'm 21, I'm sure I can deal with anything that comes, no? Every quarrel we learn something new, every quarrel will make us stronger and I hope it'll stay that way.
Last but not least, hello At-Sunrice Globalchef Academy; 1st June, 7.45fuckingam.
Eyes are sore from all the typing. <3
It's been a while. To be frank, this is the first time I have been here since my last entry; nope no sneak peeks anywhere in between. And what do we blame it on - time, work, stress, other form of distractions which you may dig out of your excuse bag. Well, mine's simple. I started to live a life. A life which was full of my closest friends, a new work environment and well, hard not to miss, family issues. Okay, partly the December party mood which made me drift away. -winks
My reason for revisiting this again? End result of a bad quarrel with baby. As always the case. I needed some place to voice out, some place where nobody sees, I just want to speak like I'm speaking to the air, well in this case this is traceable so at least I know some point of my life I was this childish. Time passed so much that I wonder if livejournal really still exists. The in-thing is still facebook, hey!
I just passed my 21st birthday. Really, it was nothing. All that 3-months-ago-birthday-excitement-frenzy-hoo-ha-plans just waved goodbye like Sandman dispersing into the wind. No, there were no fancy venues, no fancy party decor, no "white garden party", no tiered cake with a big TWO ONE candle and definitely no buffet lunch/dinner. It was a simple dinner with the closest people I have in my life. And I'm glad 95% of them made it and it really means so much to me because these are the only people that I can safely say truly care about me. They are the ones who make things work, they made the relationship that I have with them an unmistakably amazing one and I'm wholeheartedly thankful for that. Which is why without the "white garden party" and tiered cake I can still say I was happy, from the bikini bottom of my heart.
I became a fitness instructor in Feb, well, it was an adventurous ride for me. There were so many things I learnt, so many skills I picked up and so many people I've got to meet. There were so much up and downs in this short 3 months. Now that I've left, what's left to say is, I'm holding on to some form of regrets and the mistakes which were made were already made. I learned my lesson.
Being a single bitch for 2 years have finally took a turn. It feels so unlike me and I am not used to it, at all. It's like a baby learning how to walk all over again. But hey, I'm 21, I'm sure I can deal with anything that comes, no? Every quarrel we learn something new, every quarrel will make us stronger and I hope it'll stay that way.
Last but not least, hello At-Sunrice Globalchef Academy; 1st June, 7.45fuckingam.
Eyes are sore from all the typing. <3