why does it hurt so bad?
i just broke up with my bf of 3 & a half years.. although it was long distance, i was convinced he was the one i was to marry. i was convinced that one day we will end up being together.. no more of this distance shit.
what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, right? well damn near kill me. damn shit hurts, major broken hearted. sounds corny but its the truth.
i still miss him, i still doubt if this was a good idea to really have done it. theres a part of me that knows it was the best thing to do. i stuck around and tried to make it work for so long. that it started fucking with my head.. finally, i said no more... what i dont get is, why does it hurt so bad.. i find myself in my bed just listening to sad songs, goin thru all the old shit that we had together. goin through all the memories that we shared.. the first time he got me at the airport all the way to our last kiss.
its my first night having to deal with the fact that we are no longer together.. so i guess im suppose to feel this way.. right? bcs i am so hurting. never have i ever experienced this in my whole entire life.
what doesnt kill you makes you stronger, right? well damn near kill me. damn shit hurts, major broken hearted. sounds corny but its the truth.
i still miss him, i still doubt if this was a good idea to really have done it. theres a part of me that knows it was the best thing to do. i stuck around and tried to make it work for so long. that it started fucking with my head.. finally, i said no more... what i dont get is, why does it hurt so bad.. i find myself in my bed just listening to sad songs, goin thru all the old shit that we had together. goin through all the memories that we shared.. the first time he got me at the airport all the way to our last kiss.
its my first night having to deal with the fact that we are no longer together.. so i guess im suppose to feel this way.. right? bcs i am so hurting. never have i ever experienced this in my whole entire life.