Jan 31, 2005 13:58
Why do I even update this thing any more..? No one ever reads this thing & no one ever comments on it. I mean when some one does read this thing they bitch at me about what I post & it upsets me. I mean I posted something about Jesse my ex & another guy saw it. He now thinks I have a big issue with letting go & moving on from Jesse. Well I know I do. I know I have alot of problems but o well thats just me. I mean one of my many problems is lack of friends & the lack of wanting to go out & find a job. I mean I know I need a job but I think that no one will hire me. I have been fired so many times & its not funny any more. I need to just grow up. I need to learn what is right & what isn't. Plus another thing is I want to start going back to E house but I can't find a ride out there. If any one knows me & lives out by me & wants to try a new church let me know. The only thing is you must be able to drive so that we can go. Well if any one wants to talk about any thing I'll be on yahoo on & off all day. Thanks