Brain vomit
Life is fun right now. Found out that I have 2 cavities, but new dentist can fix them both for $300. Which I will have come appointment time Oct 20th. Not too bad after not seeing a dentist or having teeth "professionally" clean for at least 5-6 years. Nice Dr. too. Going to give me drugs to relax me as I found out when he was checking my teeth, that the surgery to remove the tumor from my tongue was more traumatic than I thought. Had a panic attack after getting 2 x-rays and him putting his pick and mirror in my mouth. My brain just stopped and all I could think of was "ohmygodohmygodohmygoditsgonnahurtsobad." No reason I should be that freaked out, so I figure that because of the tongue surgery, I have been scarred in more than one way. Was already upset over having the one cavity that I could see and this did not help settle me down. Blarg. So pathetic. Then I got a message from my doctor telling me to call them and asking if I was on any antibiotics. I'm not, so I was like....okaaaaay. Called them back this morning and found out that as the hospital was checking my...uhh..sample that I had left at the lab (as per the doctor who is trying to figure out what is wrong with my Kidneys)they discovered that I have a severe bladder/kidney infection right now and need to be on medication ASAP. Yay. Good to know. Going to pick up pills on the way home. Then I am going to bed as, like Hollie says, I am out of spoons. But my cousin had a baby this weekend, a beautiful boy. Always thought I would be married and a mom long before now. Guess I better start lowering my standards.