i only wanted to be wonderful and wonderful is true...
i'm wearing white strips right now just for the hell of it... my teeth could use a little brightening...
it seems like i've been really pissy/angry/emo lately, but in reality, i'm doing pretty well... some people have been jerks and it's pissed me off (this isn't you, katie)... and i've been getting upset at things that i really shouldn't be upset about... call it hormones...
i miss my friends from home a lot... i wish that i'd kept better connections with people, especially the group a year younger than me... they're all great people and i sometimes feel like i should have done more to maintain those relationships... granted, we can come back to our home and start up where we left...
another thing that's been on my mind is letting things go when i should have acted on them... like not telling people how i really feel... i'm so scared of failure that i won't take the risk... not only with guys, but also with classes and majors and applying to other schools... my mom has always told me i'm stubborn... and i have come to realize that i really am... my problem is that if i feel at all like something won't be successful, i won't go for it... i'm going to try to fix this... because it's not a healthy way to live...
i have to go take off my white strips...
it seems like i've been really pissy/angry/emo lately, but in reality, i'm doing pretty well... some people have been jerks and it's pissed me off (this isn't you, katie)... and i've been getting upset at things that i really shouldn't be upset about... call it hormones...
i miss my friends from home a lot... i wish that i'd kept better connections with people, especially the group a year younger than me... they're all great people and i sometimes feel like i should have done more to maintain those relationships... granted, we can come back to our home and start up where we left...
another thing that's been on my mind is letting things go when i should have acted on them... like not telling people how i really feel... i'm so scared of failure that i won't take the risk... not only with guys, but also with classes and majors and applying to other schools... my mom has always told me i'm stubborn... and i have come to realize that i really am... my problem is that if i feel at all like something won't be successful, i won't go for it... i'm going to try to fix this... because it's not a healthy way to live...
i have to go take off my white strips...