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since I never post to LJ it feels a bit odd to be doing so...
part of the reason that I never post is because I don't think that anyone would read my stuff and, even if they did, I am extremely secretive about my business. You may not have noticed this, but I tend not to give up a whole lot of personal info...there are a few exceptions, my lovers tend to know me pretty well (and in the case of Beasty my exes) but I am not that great at reaching out.
Wed was weird, I wound up burting into tears when I wentto Bagel's house for dinner, I just sobbed. she observed that she has been concerned that I am depressed and I sort of am, though not all the time.
I believe that I am try ingto learn a few new things like how to be more emotionally honest with myself and those around me, how to listen, how to be more balanced and how to manage my fucking money...
part of the reason that I never post is because I don't think that anyone would read my stuff and, even if they did, I am extremely secretive about my business. You may not have noticed this, but I tend not to give up a whole lot of personal info...there are a few exceptions, my lovers tend to know me pretty well (and in the case of Beasty my exes) but I am not that great at reaching out.
Wed was weird, I wound up burting into tears when I wentto Bagel's house for dinner, I just sobbed. she observed that she has been concerned that I am depressed and I sort of am, though not all the time.
I believe that I am try ingto learn a few new things like how to be more emotionally honest with myself and those around me, how to listen, how to be more balanced and how to manage my fucking money...